Tuesday, June 2, 2015

4am rant

you know i just want you to play my heart like a guitar
make it, make music
want to hear it sing, it's been too long
since i've heard a song.

i don't really care that you're so far away
just melt me with your voice
feels nice to feel something
if it doesn't last, that's ok.
just say you'll stay today.

i'm just typing these words
that run through my jumbled brain.
make me feel pain
just tired of feeling so cold, numb.
this is so dumb.

can i sit next to you and watch your hands dance on the keys
i know i could fall in love
watching you play, i could watch you every day

and then i could kiss your cheek and rub your feet
make you dinner for you to eat!
breakfast in the day, would that be ok?

what a silly lady i can be,
wanting someone i can't even see.

but flighty you make me feel
i want you to make me tachycardic
give me hypertension
unstable my vital signs, baby.

yeah, i know you want to undress me
that's ok, i guess. but maybe you could undress my heart too.
that's what i'm really looking for you to do.

it's ok if you break it, i have plenty of glue.
what does it really matter to you?

yeah, break it, smash it into little pieces
i like puzzles anyway.
will give me something to do,
with my heart split in two.

that wisp of feelings that come and go
such a tease
god, i want to feeeeel.
but when the pain comes, i'll want it to go away.

grasping at the air,
floating feelings up there
bring them back down
put them back in my heart
lock it up.

fist through chest, grab it out
cradle it like a baby in your arms

I’m not asking for you to love me too
Just make me fall in love with you.

yes. serenade me with your voice.
sing me things i will over analyze in my head
trying to find meaning in nothingness.

yeah, that's what i do best
pick things apart and leave the rest
see what i want, not what i need.

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